Monday, March 31, 2008

get off jacket

i keep saying "rock, flag and eaaaaglee!!!" in my head over and over again. i watch way too much philadelphia.

this morning i woke up at six to go to the ComD departed to register for senior project. there were assholes already there who had been there since midnight. i still got the classes i wanted but i missed my morning class. whatev.

i made steak tartar for dinner for myself. it was more successful in flavor and amount this time, but it's still so fucking filling and the capers have a very overwhelming flavor. but it was tasty.

i found this picture while looking for reference.

makes me think that this is when they thought their plans and ideas will change the world for good before they were corrupted by the world around them. goofs.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

flashbacks aren't real

the movie that is probably most responsible and influential on my nightmares to this day. i watched return to oz for the first time in 14 years and there are so many similarities in imagery in my nightmares to this movie. it's kind of a relief to know where some of it comes from.

i got mad shit done today but not enough to get rid of the usual feeling of anxiety that i get this time of year. but some things have been lifted off my back.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

breakfast with some coffee

i applied for a job at anthropologie today after i got a dress for the wedding that i'm going to. it would be super if i got a the job. my summer will be busy but i will have something to show for my life. i wouldn't feel like a bum.

i hung out with people i don't really know last night. it was alright. we drank sangria and there was a dog named cody. we bonded.

shelia and i are doing homework tonight with pizza and 40s!

Tuesday, March 25, 2008


well i just made myself feel like shit. awesome.

Monday, March 24, 2008


courtesy of shelia.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

into knife

my right shoulder has been very tight for the past 48 hours. it sucks.

yesterday was spent in bars playing video games, drinking beers, and eating pizza. the evening was spent lightly napping and having an albino rat named Flower crawl through my shirt.

today will hopefully be spent on doing homework. RAWK \m/

Sunday, March 16, 2008

brazen a go go

being home has been pretty good. mostly just hanging around, relaxing as much as i can with a few moments of bickering with my mom. but that's expected.

last night involved beers, mario galaxy, and mary getting too drunk to know where she is. i know she's having problems at school but she's not telling me everything. it has been a bit frustrating. she'll come around when she wants to, i can't force it out of her.

i'm going to get some work done tonight.

Friday, March 14, 2008

passing some time.


i stayed inside for most of the day. then i made muscles marinara with my dad for dinner.

Thursday, March 13, 2008


spring break started today for me around 2:00pm. my mom and came to pick me up and we made our journey up north together and beat the traffic. we did it.

last night i had dinner with TDM, evan, some dude named mike, and elliot at sapolo. conversation was a mix between berating each other with insults and awkward moments of going too far and not knowing how to lash back. i mostly was a third party to the whole thing so it was entertaining. as soon as i got back, threw up everything that i ate at sapolo. shit didn't settle right this time.

then i watched annie hall and wanted to be her. my delusions of grandeur are certainly grand.

I know annie, I know....

Monday, March 10, 2008

when what sick

spring break starts on thursday for me. i just want to get this week over with and go home and become a vegetable on the couch and go to mitsuwa to get some goodies. and probably get some work done too, dur dur.

i started reading the great gatsby. i've become a slow reader but hopefully it will help me get back into swing again. also i want to take out more movies from the library since they are free, but i keep forgetting what i want to take out. i do want to watch eraserhead though.

today is my mom's birthday.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

piles of loot and

my room mate just discovered two girl one cup. now she's trying to find people who haven't seen it and trying to show them.

i'm a slob because i am covered with powered sugar from a donut. awesome.

Monday, March 3, 2008

paint it fun

i found a place to live for the summer. so hopefully i can afford it with the help of a job. i wish that finding a job would be easier than this stupid shit. it feels like everything has way too much effort and little to no reward. I gotta poop.

These boys tomorrow night. A woo woo!

Saturday, March 1, 2008

worried with crazies

i got back from home about a half hour ago. i needed it really bad. sitting on the couch and just chilling was fucking awesome. there wasn't anything else that i really wanted. i also hung out with jeff during the day. he took me out to lunch, played video games, went to the commons and shit. that was it.

when i got back, i went to see elliot. he is really fucking out of it. i don't know what he did last night but he's acting pretty darn weird. it's also kinda funny.

meh, being back in brooklyn means back to work. i should have stayed at home longer. but spring break is coming up.