dumb dumb stupid

i'm drunk on a wednesday night. but whatever.


i used to think that my name was so juvenile. like it was so childlike that it wouldn't carry on into adult hood. but i just read a recommendation with my name on it and it looks great i look like i'm going to take on the world, and it is scarying me at the same time. it's so wonderful!

i got to paint but first some caffeine but it's ok. everything will eventually be ok. REASSURANCE !!!


the water is boiling.

yellow hairs

i haven't written in here for awhile. school has been so crazy. i am sooooo behind i shouldn't even be dicking around like I am now. but my morning class is canceled tomorrow so it will be fine.

things that have happened recently

• i went to the comic con with shelia yesterday, it was exhausting but awesome
• mary busted her chin on some stairs. seven stitches.
• i've been biting my nails more frequently. i'm super stressed over a lot of shit.
• i watched lolita with jeremy irons. i loved it.
• the world has got me extremly worried.

they can't touch you

i don't how i went through my teens without this show. we are now getting acquainted. it has been amazing.

i'm a bit drunk right now but nothing too crazy. my room mate and i are goin out together for once. we always interact in the room but nothing outside of this. it's kinda awesome.

I love this

red white stripe gag

i have so much work to get done i could throw up. i just want it to end.


waking up was difficult, my eyelids were still so very heavy.

new companions from the past few days

i don't know why i can't stop watching the hellraiser movies.

all worked up

i really hate this time of year. i get overwhelming feelings of anxiety, i procrastinate like it's all i know how to handle something, and i sleep at any chance i get.

i'm reading stuff on Piaget as i'm writing.

this past weekend my uncle gary got married. there was lots of food and i ate a bunch of clams and cheeses and drank free alcohol like a fish. i'm still tired from it.

christ i'm boring!