come on

mental note

why do i keep forgetting that i LOVE Isabella Rossellini? she's so awesome, smart, and funny.

i first came to know of Isabella my sophomore year here at pratt. i was a taking a photo class as a studio elective when one day i had the option to work on my photos or see a movie with the film majors. i saw the movie. the movie was "The Saddest Music in the World" she played lady helen port-huntley. it was love at first sight. but it was fleeting and i soon forgot her name.

my second encouter was watching 30rock. ILOVE30ROCK!!! and she was in two episodes! playing jack's ex wife! AND IT WAS AWESOME!

by this point i am smitten with isabella. i look forward to see anything with her in it.

and then a surprise...

she does a couple of shorts on how insects reproduce called green porno. done. i'm obsessed. love her.

yea, she's great.

bluster

there were whistles blaring outside my window this morning. the unions got to make a point!


school makes me nervous/excited.

omniforce

i went to grammar school with this kid. no body liked him because he was really awkward with a load of confidence. weird guy. apparently he thinks he's hot shit because he's skinny and dating a 36 year old single mom. inspiring.

kawasaki ninjas rule

i got bangs. my mom and i make the same face. \m/

across low down

i gave myself bangs last night after i took a shower. so far i like them. i needed a change. back to blond soon.

today i'm going to practice oil painting because i should be.



sexy

she was horrid

i bought these books today! reading is fun, you guys.





i also want these, but that will never ever be so.

again

i had one of my reoccurring dreams where i'm in my uncle's house and there's that room, that fucking room that i'm shit scared to go in. there was also that huge golden sculpture of a landscape that is across from it, which i always take comfort in during this dream. but this was a little different, no one else was home in the house except for me. somehow i worked up the guts to peer through the cracks of the doors where the come together. i unlocked it and i couldn't close it again, the things started to work their way through. it was so horrible, i had no control, and my teeth hurt so bad.

mary left this morning. mannix is still here.


happy new year?