i'm going back home on thursday and i honestly can not wait to get home. i really need this break from brooklyn. i think it's making me a little crazy and lazy. i probably won't enjoy being home as much as i think i will, but i do feel like i need to go home.
lately i feel like i'm in a haze and just waiting for something to happen while i'm doing nothing. this is so pathetic. senior project is next year and i'm scared fucking shitless. i'm not sixteen anymore, i'm twenty one and i'm at a loss. fuckfuckfuckfuck.
i just want to go home.