gods among us

classes are over, i mostly moved out of willoughby into the apartment i'll be staying at for the summer with elliot. i have to pay for it on my own and since the market for a job hasn't been friendly to me, i'm getting worried about paying for this place. it's small but cozy and i think it will be a good place for me to be productive.

i got worried about life again. thinking about things ending and beginning; it made me wish that i could start over as a teenager again. but who would really go through with that?

things are fucking changing and i act like the only person whose so worried about it.