looking for a job is horrible. i haven't heard back from anyone at all. it's getting really really discouraging and it's making me very anxious. just thinking about the fact that i have no job and money is going quickly gets me mad. i can do the fucking job, just let me show you.
another option is to take on an apprenticeship at a tattoo parlor. i can draw my fucking hands off so i don't have to worry about talent. plus i'm a quick learner and i know when to not be a dick.
i just hope i don't get any shit for not having any tattoos. i'm too indecisive.