i had one of my reoccurring dreams where i'm in my uncle's house and there's that room, that fucking room that i'm shit scared to go in. there was also that huge golden sculpture of a landscape that is across from it, which i always take comfort in during this dream. but this was a little different, no one else was home in the house except for me. somehow i worked up the guts to peer through the cracks of the doors where the come together. i unlocked it and i couldn't close it again, the things started to work their way through. it was so horrible, i had no control, and my teeth hurt so bad.
mary left this morning. mannix is still here.
happy new year?