today was the baby shower. being surrounded by the squeals and aww's from women of all ages was tolerable with the never-ending supply of mimosas to our table. my cousin's other cousin hannah was their. the last time i saw her i was in 5th grade and she was such an intense tomboy that i thought she was a devon sawa look alike and thought she was a cute boy. she finally filled into a girlish figure.
i hate that when i want to see my friends from high school i have to always go see them. they never want to make an effort to come see me. whatever it's not that big of a deal.
i need some more direction in my life.